Pain.....darkness.....cold.....please.....what do they plan for me next? They always escalate. It always gets worse. Just when you thought they reached the absolute limit of cruelty, it gets worse. I.......oh god.....footsteps......someone opens the door. I recognize her. It's one of the interrogaters. "PLEASE, I mmmppphhh....". She shuts my mouth and look at me, but not with the torturers eye. "Shut the fuck up" She whispers, "shut the fuck up if you want to get out of here". I look at her in total confusion. "Please dont....", I beg. She grabs my throat real hard and squeeze. All sound leave me. "How stupid are you bitch? Shut up. I'll get you out of here. Understand? You're not the only one working inside the enemy. And I'm not gonna end up here like you. They got Maria! Do you understand? They got Maria. She knows almost everything. She knows me. She hasn't been allowed to talk yet. Emma has kept her silent in agony for three days. I've seen Maria's eyes Ina. I've seen such eyes hundreds of times. She will talk. She will tell anything to make this stop. And then I'm fucked. If you're still here when Maria talks they will hear the rest from you. Therefore you're coming with me. I could just kill you, but I'm responsible for you tonight, and you know how Emma reacts if you die in my custody. Therefore we both escape. You know that safe house even Maria don't know about. Were going there. Now if you make a noise or ruin this I'm gonna stab your guts to a mash letting you die in agony. Do. You. Understand?".

I look upon her. She's so afraid. I can understand that. A mole at the interrogation facility. She knows more about fear than anyone else. I nod and look calmly in her eyes. She stares firm into my eyes and nods. Then she lifts me up on her shoulders. God, she's strong. She carries me. I don't know where. Doors open and close. We go through dark, abandoned hallways. I hear her breathing. That's not just from the physical achievement. She's afraid. She's dead afraid. Another door opens and.....oh my god....were outside. Fresh air. Wind. It's nighttime. There's a car standing there. She throws me in the backseat and drives the car. She keeps looking in the rearview mirror. Her eyes are wide open with fear. We drive without light. She breaths and sniffs, sometimes she wipes tears from her eyes. She keep looking in the mirror and often up in the air. "Please". She cries while saying that. "Don't let them get us. Don't let them.....she slow down, Turns around in her seat, draws a knife and swiftly cuts my ropes. "There's some clothes in the floor. Put them on. We're going to the safe house. We stay there for a day, and then some friends will help us cross the border. Sorry I couldn't help you earlier. I had to wait for my nightshift. You had a lot worse yet to come, so you should be happy to get out". *Thank you". I almost whisper. "Thank you for helping me. I don't know what....". "Don't. I'm helping myself. And that means helping you. You know what will happen if they catch me now? I have nightmares not covering what Emma have done yet, but definately will be able to do. Please. Help me....". My god, she's more afraid than me. We drive downtown and stops the car. We walk the rest. I know the house. We find it, enters the code and go inside. She locks the door and walk back across the room. "Who will help us? I only know that we're supposed to go to this house, enter the code and wait for help". "It's  the blue team", I say, "The team led by Jen and Cat. They work in the border patrol. They will help us. Don't worry. I was on my way here when....you arrested me". I can't believe it. I'm escaping. "There's a kitchen in the next room. I'm dying from hunger and thirst. Let's try to get something". She looks at me confused and in fear, and slowly gets what I'm saying. She nods. "Let's get something"

I open the door. The room is dark. The lightswitch doesn't work and....what is this? I hear noises. A girl sniffing and.....gurgling? I see a figure in the dark, but I can't see what...."Hello Ina!". All my blood freeze instantly, it feels like someone hit me in my stomach. I need to go to the bathroom. "Clever hobbit to get so far. Wow. Private Gin, you did a.great job. I've heard of.your acting skills, but......WOW!". "Emma. Please! Don't!" I drop to my knees. If I had anything to vomit it would come right here. The soldier girl.ties my hands behind my back and my feet. "That was so much fun. I made you comfort me. You. Comforted. Me! Wow". Emma steps out of the dark. "Welcome Ina. Welcome.to the next level. Of course Maria knows of this place. And she told us. Or screamed rather. Oh IAmTheGreatLeaderAndIWillNeveeTalk.....jeez, did she talk! There is no resistance anymore Ina. Just a few scumbags here and there. Jen and Cat.....Wow. Someone will have a surprise tonight." I feel nothing, just empty, I don't care about anything. "Just take me back Emma. Torture me. I know you will. I will not beg ever again. Just.....".

She turns on the light. Oh my god! Please! NO! ELIZA! Eliza stand naked on the floor. Hands and feet feet tied. Noose around her neck. The rope is so tight, and she's standing on her toes. Her face is red from asphyxiation, pain and fear. "ELIZA! PLEASE DON'T... ARGGGGHHHHHKKKK....". That horrible thing from the prison is pushed down my throat again. Gin pushes me down on a chair and fastens my body to it. "Now you don't get to talk", she says smiling, "You just listen....and watch. Enjoy!". Please. Not Eliza. 

"Why so surprise?. Emma smiles her secret little gentle s.ile"You know. You work.....worked at the justice department. The Family Treason Act remember. You betrayed us. Your family pays. Unfortunately you only have a sister. We arrested her in her physics class two days ago. I love getting eighteen year old girls. Innocent little girls. We been entertaining her since ...oh don't worry, you'll see the video of it back in your cell.....and now shell get her senior prom dance". I feel sick. Eliza's eyes look so fearfull. I can only imagine what they've done before. "If you close your eyes, look away or pass out for this next show, we're gonna treat her so bad she'll beg for death in a few hours, so.... Heads up Ina. Let the show begin. 

I watch in fear and feel sick. They slowly hoist her up from her toes, lower her her back, repeats the process, smile at Eliza. She gurgles and try to scream. I don't know for how long. Then they hoist about two feet off the ground. She try to kick with her bound feet. Stretched her toes to reach the ground. Eyes wildly staring into nothing. The knot pushes her head to the side as she fights wildly for air. "Now look at that nice body". Emma walks up to.her and start to caress her, lifting her slightly up to allow her a breath a tenth of a second, drags her down, blocking all.air, repeats.... caress her, fingers her, torturing her. Eliza shakes wildly. "See? She loves this. All girls do. Specially the young ones. The Galllow Orgasm. Some have several of them. No air and such strong stimulation never fails I.mean.....oh look! here comes.another one. Wow. Eliza is one hot bitch". Finally she lets her go. Eliza swings slowly in the rope. No more kicking or twitching. She's still alive, just slowly strangling. I can see her disappear in front of me. Slowly. 

"That was some show, right Ina?". Emma smiles at me. "Now take her back to her cell. Next phase starts in.....oh my god......thirty minutes. How time flies in good company. Ok, better hurry Ina....."